5 "Must Haves" for every busy mom

1. Instant Pot (pressure cooker) 

Seriously this thing is amazing. I come home, and like clock work, I realize that I never pulled the chicken out of the freezer. And then the heavens part and the angels start to sing because I remember, “We have an Instant Pot!” In 45 minutes, I can have baby back ribs, mashed potatoes and corn on the cob on the table from start to finish. No boiling, straining, checking, nothing. It’s an absolute must.  Amazon has sales pretty often, so keep your eyes peeled.  I use it at least once a week, and it has been a complete game changer for my family! 

2. A set of mason drinking jars

These little gems make any get together elevated. Any party that I have, mason jars make it such a hit. Seriously. Spend the $50 to get about 20 jars with handles. Here’s how I use them:

• party punch or featured drink. I just get cute paper straws that match the theme and cute lemon wedges for the rims.

• centerpieces for fresh cut flowers or floating candles or coffee beans with vanilla candles
• coffee bar
• hot chocolate bar
• parfait bar
• ice cream sundaes
• root beer floats

3. Reliable babysitter

It doesn’t matter how adorable and well behaved your kids are. You need a moment.  Whether it’s a family member, friend or a trusted neighbor, have someone you can trust who will enjoy your kids and engage them with meaningful play. My suggestion is to pick and schedule a regular date so that you have that time away regularly. For example, the first and third Saturday evening is when we have our date nights. We may use a sitter more than those two days, but those two Saturday’s are set in stone. Sometimes we just walk around Kohl’s aimlessly and other times we go to a fancy restaurant. But knowing we have those two Saturday’s is key in refreshing your sanity. So, stick to those date nights and try not to cancel.

4. Brownie mix or cookie dough

Is an explanation even necessary?  I ALWAYS have this on hand.  I make brownies, brownie cookies, brownie sundaes, etc. and it's so easy to make.  A crowd pleaser EVERY time. This is definitely a staple in our house! 

5. Containers in fridge specified for packing lunches

This saves me every night. I could probably blog about just this one topic! We have two bins in the fridge labeled “lunch" and about 4-5 bins in our pantry labeled “snack.” My kids come home every day and pack their lunch by going “shopping,” as they like to call it. :) I take about 1-2 hours on Sunday to prep all of the lunch and snack items- cutting and bagging fruit, sandwiches, veggies, etc. Doing this has made all the difference for our family. Instead of taking 30 min of family time to pack lunches for four kids each night, the kids have been able to pack their own lunch in less than five minutes. It’s a win-win!

What would you add to this list? 

Why a "50/50" marriage doesn't work

I'm a score keeper.  I'm competitive by nature.  I like to win. Even if I'm playing "Go Fish" with my kids, I play to win. When I first got married twelve years ago, I liked to see an even playing field for everything. I'll cook, he can clean. I'll do laundry, he can do dry cleaning. When kids came into the picture, I'll do baths on M/W/F, he can do baths on T/Th/S.  I'll wake up early with the kids on Saturday, he can wake up early on Sunday.  Seems blissful, right?  Seems like a great partnership, right? WRONG!!

When you divide up all of the necessary "chores" of the day like this, resentment starts to seep its way in.  This is when you start to keep score, and this is when we become sore losers. If Jason and I make an agreement that it's his turn to get up with the kids this Saturday, and he accidentally sleeps through the blood-curdling screams of the kids, then I will start to huff and puff. I'll clear my throat loudly; I'll pull the covers closer to me, and then finally I'll wake him up and say, "You're turn!"  By then, I've already resented him, and he has no idea.  Will he get up at that point?  Yes. Will I go back to sleep?  Yes.  But in my head, the score is Me: 1 Him:0.  This isn't healthy for a marriage.

After 12 years of marriage, I FINALLY get it.  Well, I think I'm on the right track at least. I recently attended one of those super cheesy marriage weekend retreats.  Not the Vince Vaughn kind, but the Christian conference kind where guys walk around with T-shirts that say "My wife is hot," and where they give you "homework" to do after each session.  I was so skeptical and cynical about it, but it was located in Hershey, which means chocolate, and a weekend away from our four kids!  We jumped on it.  Trust me, there were super cheesy moments throughout the weekend, but I grasped this one concept so clearly; marriage was never designed to be 50/50.  It NEEDS to be 100/100. 

Here are a few tips I've gained over the years to ensure that your marriage stays at 100/100:

1. I need to give this relationship EVERYTHING I've got.  

Not to receive something in return.  Not because I know he would do the same thing for me. I simply need to do it because he is my best friend, the leader in my home, and I have to give it my all.  The beauty of it is that Jason WOULD do the same for me, and more often than not, he does.  He truly understands this concept.  It's ME who gets out the scoreboard on Saturday mornings when I really want to sleep in.  It is I who puts on the red sports penny as the "away" team when I smell a poopy diaper and think it should be HIS turn to change it.  I can be so petty sometimes simply because I want things to be "fair."  Yet Jason is happy to just complete tasks and get them done. No questions asked.  No sly comments. He just does it.  

Practical Tip: Here's my general rule that I try to follow: If I think of it, I do it.  What does that mean?  If I am getting myself a drink for dinner, and I think to myself, "I should probably get Jason a drink," then I get Jason a drink.  If I am going to bed and see that Jason's cup that he uses in the morning is in the sink and think to myself, "It would be nice if I washed that for him so he doesn't have to," then I do it!  It's that simple- If I think it, I do it.  This eliminates good intentions versus actual actions.

2. Talk. Talk. Talk. Discuss what a 100/100 partnership looks like.

Jason had no idea that I was resenting him half the time for the first five years of marriage.  He didn't know he was involved in playing a game where the score was like a Division III basketball game, and he was losing by 90 points. I created the game and made him a starting point guard without his knowledge.  This set him up for failure.  God's word is clear about wives lifting their husbands up. By talking to your partner and deciding that you will both give this relationship your all, it allows room for more grace.  This doesn't mean that some roles aren't divvy-ed up.  Jason enjoys giving the kids baths.  I DO NOT.  So, he usually does baths.  Do I give the kids baths sometimes?  Sure! When an important Virginia Tech game is on, I  do baths.  Do I keep score and remember that I gave a bath on November 19, 2015 when it was his turn?  NO! No keeping score! No resentment. No score. Bottom line- talk to each other about expectations.  Talk about what upsets you. Talk about strengths and weaknesses.  Don't assume he knows what you want.  Don't assume that she knows what you need. TALK.

3. Give your spouse a standing ovation. Often.

Whenever I see Jason doing laundry, giving baths, helping with ANY task, I thank him.  And I mean it.  This gig as a full-time working parent of four is no easy task.  I have to show my appreciation. I want to show my appreciation.  Saying "thank you" goes a long way.  Not to mention it is good for your kids to see and hear you model gratitude. So suck it up and thank each other.  Write him a thank you card. Surprise her with a "just because" gift and appreciate each other.

Practical Tip:   (just in case there is any male in the universe reading this) There is nothing more sexy than a guy who does the dishes, helps clean up after dinner and helps the kids go to bed.  Guys, save yourself all the candles, roses and lingerie, and do the dishes. You'll be amazed at how much we thank you! ;)

No marriage is perfect with the 100/100 rule.  But we can all eliminate the idea of a 50/50 business partner.  It's a dangerous way to go into marriage, and not a good kind of dangerous. Let's start each day and end each day doing all that we can to build our spouses up.  There's enough garbage out there trying to bring us all down.  If we can be that anchor and grace for him, let's do that.  I don't know ANY husband or ANY wife who wish their spouse was less giving and less grateful.

Dangerous Thoughts

I don't know about you, but I constantly hear people say things to me like, "Don't you just wish you could push the pause button?", "Enjoy them now while they're little," "Before you know it, they will be in college," yadda, yadda, yadda.  For the longest time, I just rolled my eyes behind the backs of those who said things like that.  (so mature, I know!)  But the more people said it to me, the more I allowed it to permeate my thoughts and my perceptions of my little ones.  I started to panic a little if I were to be completely honest.  I would read blogs about how to enjoy children in the present. I would read quotes about never getting this day back again, and I would listen to sad country songs about allowing them to be little or before we know it, their wedding day would be here.  Seriously, it's a bit ridiculous!

If I allowed you into my thought process (God, help you!), this is what you may hear:

Oh man.  Caleb is already going into first grade. How did that happen?  How can I stop this from happening?  Is he still going to love me and need me and think I'm the funniest person?  Will he still want my hugs?  Will Rylie start to like boys soon?  She already has an attitude, so will it just get worse?  Will she still want to hear Bible stories? I don't want Asher to potty train yet!  That means he's that much closer to being a preschooler!  Oh no, Josiah is trying to take his first steps!  I don't know if I'm ready for him to walk yet! He's not a baby anymore...  yadda, yadda, yadda...  

What do you notice about every thought described above?  They are all passively negative!  Sure, I have good intentions behind them.  I love my kids so much that I want to enjoy these moments.  But guess what? With these negative thought processes, I am robbing myself and I am robbing my kids of being set up for success for what is next.  I am allowing worry to seep in and not allow me to fully enjoy fun moments or milestones.

If I constantly dread what's coming next, how can I possibly enjoy them now and set them on the path for exciting things to come?  

The number one thing I hear people say to me when they spend even five minutes with my five year-old girl, Rylie, is this: "Wow. You have your hands full with that one.  You better start praying now for when she's a teenager." I usually smile and play it off like it doesn't hurt every time I hear it.  (and trust me, it is DAILY that these things are said!)  I have learned to shake it off and listen to what God says about my children instead of what others say out of good intentions.  Or maybe not so good intentions. Either way, if I allow others' opinions to shout louder than what God has said about my beautiful children and His plan for them, then I have allowed the Enemy to win. 

So, here are few tid bits that I have learned to help my thought life when it comes to my kids and rearing them:

1. Learn to enjoy the present while still anticipating the future with joyful expectation.

I cannot go into the preteen years with fear. I cannot dread the future teen years. I have to approach it just as I would with any new age: with joyful expectation.  I cannot allow others' experiences ruin it for me.  If I truly believe that my childrens' future is in the hands of the Father, then I can be nothing but excited for ages 7,8,9,16,25, and so on.  Why shouldn't it be wonderful?  Who says age eleven can't be an amazing opportunity to go through with my kids?  Will it be challenging?  I would certainly expect it to be, but something about it gets me excited.  I need to trust in the words that God has inspired!  Jeremiah 29:11 says it best!  God knows the plans that He has for my children.  They are good plans. They are prosperous plans.  That is where my thoughts need to remain.  That is where my thought life needs to rest.  Right there in that sweet spot of joy, hope, and peace.

2. Pray for each new age/milestone with expectancy and excitement rather than fear and dread.

Just like I stated in my previous blog about prayer, we as mommies need to pray for our little ones with boldness and power.  When I pray for Rylie, I pray that she is always surrounded by wonderful friends who love God. I pray that she always goes to God first for answers. I pray that her future spouse will know and love Jesus.  I don't pray this out of fear though.  God did not give us a spirit of fear!  So, when you are going to God about your child, go to Him knowing that He has the best plan in mind for that little one.  Don't just pray for safety and comfort. Pray that God will use him/her mightily for His purpose. 

3.   Choose scriptures that God has given you for your child and read them aloud as often as possible.

When Rylie graduated from Pre-K a few weeks ago, her teachers all highlighted their favorite scripture verses in a Bible and gave it to her as a gift.  It is the best gift I could ever think of for my children.  Rylie asked me to highlight my favorite verse, and I decided to take it a a step further.  I told her that I would highlight my favorite but that I would also highlight the passage that God spoke to me when she was born that is meant for her.  So, with excitement, she begged for me to read it.  So, each night I read Psalm 139 to her.  When we get to verse 14, she always chimes in, "Thank you God for making me so wonderfully complex!" This is powerful because our children hear a lot of things throughout the day.  If the last thing they can physically hear before their heads hit the pillows is the word of God, think about how that can infiltrate their minds and hearts.  The older they get, the more they will come to understand and claim it in times of trouble, in times of joy, in times of despair. It's my job to make sure my children know that there is nothing more important or more truthful than the word of God. 

4. Be mindful when giving advice to other mommies!

My rule of thumb is that I don't give advice unless I am asked. And even then, I always preface by saying, "Well, this is what works for me, but it may not work for you." Just because I have four kids does not make me an expert of anything! I'm sure that when people give me advice about my kids, they are doing so out of experience and good intention.  One thing I've learned so far is that there are many different, great ways to do this mommy thing.  As long as we are seeking God and trying our best to rear our kids with kindness, gentleness and love, then what makes my way better than your way? Instead, let's be encouraging to other mommies without comparing ourselves or making it seem like we have it all together.  We have enough pressures coming our way already. So, when you feel the urge to tell another mommy how YOU would do something, hold your tongue unless you're asked.  Every time we judge, criticize, or give unsolicited advice out of negativity, we plant thought seeds. Depending on how grounded in faith this mommy is, your "helpful" advice could cause her to think negative and destructive thoughts. If I didn't have such a strong faith in God, I would be that mommy who doubts, fears and worries with everything said to me about Rylie.  Instead, I have changed my mindset to believe that God has amazing things in store for my little world changer.  

By the way, my new response to people when they say things about how strong-willed Rylie can be is this: 

"Well, thank you.  I take that as a compliment. No world changer I know did anything ordinary."  

That usually gets them quiet. ;)

Can you see the resemblance in these pictures of which is my Rylie Capri?  ;)

Rest

Sleep. Rest. Beach. Read. Eat. Sleep.

Sound too good to be true?  Why is that?

For the last eight years, my girlfriends and I have gone away on vacation together. No kids. No husbands. No agenda. We have made a pact that unless one of us is in labor, we will never cancel this trip. Why is it so important? I believe that this very trip helps me be a better wife, helps me be a better mother, and helps me be a better me. 

Four reasons why EVERY dangerous mom needs to get away for a few days with her girlfriends:

1. I am reminded of where I find my identity.
I'm not a mommy.  I'm not a wife.  I'm not a friend.  I am a woman who loves God.  That's who I am.  Going away for a few days with other beautiful Christian women helps me to grow in that identity.  We can build each other up, laugh until we cry, cry until we laugh, and eat until we sleep.  We can share our struggles, share our triumphs, challenge each other in certain topics and stretch each other in our callings.  It's nothing short of beautiful.  No interruptions. No agenda. No ulterior motives.  Just real women learning who we are in Christ.  It's a beautiful thing.  Each year, I see the growth in each of us, and we all agree that our identity does not lie in our daily roles.  It lies in our Creator. If I didn't have this time away, I would grow resentful, bitter, and just plain ole tired! It is on this retreat that I get back to the basics of who I am.  Is it selfish?  I don't think so. 


2. I am reminded of what a real friend looks like.
None of us girls are all that similar.  One is a phenomenal cook.  One can bench-press a grown man.  One is a mentor and life coach. One is hilarious and fantastic with people. One is ridiculously talented in fine arts. One is goofy and silly almost at all times.  It is way too easy to drop all of your friends the moment you get married and especially the moment you have children.  I have seen it WAY too many times.  The fun girl who had tons of friends has a baby and falls off the face of the earth.  Nope. Not me.  I won't allow it.  When I am with my girlfriends, it's as if I am a cell phone plugged in.  When I was on the plane this past week, I was definitely at 7% with a red line and the "low battery" sign flashing. Each day with them as we ate, laughed, played silly games, took naps on the beach, listened to Jack Johnson while eating Twizzlers, and talked about life, I quickly got the recharge I needed. There's something about being in the presence of other women who are so different yet all believe in the same amazing God.  It allows me to let down my guard and rest in His peace and His goodness.  As my battery recharges, I am reminded of my favorite Bible verse found in Matthew 11:28-30.  God wants us to come and rest in Him.  But in order to do that, I need to recognize that He is the one I can turn to and lay down my burdens.

3. I am reminded of how wonderful my husband is!
Seriously, my husband is amazing. He 100% supports these trips with the girls.  He watches all four of our little rugrats and does so with a cheerful heart.  Hands down, the best guy.  But guess what?  He goes on his "mancation" weekends, too.  We both recognized early in our marriage that we didn't want to lose our friends. We didn't want marriage and parenthood to change that.  We didn't want to ONLY be friends with other parents or other married couples. So, once or twice a year, we make this happen. My husband needs to recharge just as much as I do, and he needs to be able to get away without any feelings of guilt or doubt.

 4. I am reminded of how adorable and wonderful my kids are!
 Let's face it. There are some days where as a mommy, I cry out, "Take me away!!!"  You can't miss something unless it's gone.  I find that when I leave my children for a few days with their grandparents or daddy, I appreciate them more. I miss their little faces, their little voices, and even their little tantrums. God gives me new dreams and new visions for each of their lives, and it helps me long to be with them again.  My children need to understand that I am not the only one they can depend on.  They have other adults that like to pour into them and these vacations allow for this to happen.  I am always so amazed at how much they have "grown" when I return.  Now don't get me wrong, there is some "unlearning" that needs to occur after being spoiled for a week from their grandparents, but ya know what? At the end of the day, it's worth it and I'm glad someone loves them enough to spoil them like that ;)  It's an amazing and confusing feeling when you're away for a few days from the kids.  It's like a perfect balance of longing to be with them and doing the "happy dance" for being away from them.  Embrace it and dance through it!


 Please find a way to adapt this to your life.  Some mommies never leave their children. Ever.  Like, ever.  I am here to encourage you to leave your kids with trusted adults from time to time.  Maybe it won't be for an entire weeklong vacation, but at least do so for a few hours.  Go for a weekend. Just do it.  If you trust the adults, then you have to believe that the children are having a blast and in good hands.  I know that when I leave my kids with my husband or with my parents that their outfits are not going to match and they may eat pizza for every meal.  Big deal!  They are creating memories while I am missing them. Do me a favor- get a few hours of alone time with God and with your girlfriends.  And please, don't feel bad about it!

Dangerous Prayer

"Now I lay me down to sleep..."

"Keep my children safe..."

"Please, God, protect my child from harm..."

"Don't let him suffer, Lord."

"Keep him healthy..."

"God is great, God is good..."

I can fully admit that as a mommy of little ones, I sometimes pray out of fear. Here's a little peek into what you may hear as a fly on the wall in my "prayer closet" when I am praying out of fear:

            "Oh, God, please don't let Rylie go down that path of destruction."

           "God, please protect Caleb from the world as he goes on the school bus today."

           "God, please keep all four of my kids healthy and free from pain."

           

It's not that these prayers are "wrong" per se. But they aren't bold.  They aren't fearless.  They aren't said with faith. They aren't dangerous.

If it were up to me, I would keep my little ones wrapped in a thick layer of bubble wrap and kept from anyone who could harm them.  But is that really protecting them or is it hindering them? With each child, I dedicated them to God in front of our church and promised to help rear them in a godly way. We got all dressed up. We got a cute children's Bible from the children's pastor. We got nice pictures and went to a nice lunch. Nice.  But the biggest mistake us mommies make is taking for granted the seriousness of what a dedication REALLY is. It isn't just a cute tradition.  It is a serious commitment where we say, "Okay, God. I'm giving this little person to you and trusting that You will use me as an instrument in helping him find his way. But ultimately, he belongs to You."  Yikes. For a control freak like me, that is scary.  Sometimes I think we use God like Siri and ask him to help us along the way when we think we need him instead of just trusting that He is fully in control. Then we get annoyed at God just like we do with Siri when we don't get the answer we were looking for. Ugh. It's tough.

Well, here are four things our prayers MUST BE in order to move into a new level of faith and trust for ourselves and for our kids:

1. Our prayers must be BOLD.
In Acts 4, Peter and John are let out of jail after being persecuted. When they get back to their village, they could have easily asked God for protection or even justice, and that would have been understandable.  Instead, we read in Acts 4:29- Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness.  The word boldness here in Greek means cheerful courage.  When was the last time you prayed a prayer of boldness over your children? God loves when we turn up the risk and pray for His perfect plan rather than our neat and comfortable plan. Stop being wimpy and acting as if our kids can't be used as mighty instruments for His kingdom.

2. Our prayers must be OUT LOUD.
It is important that we pray in our quiet time with the Lord, but it is equally important that we pray aloud for our children to hear. Praying aloud can strengthen and encourage our children who are listening.  In John 11, we read that Jesus thanks his Father for hearing him.  He says, "I knew that you always hear me, but I said this for the benefit of the people standing here, that they may believe that you sent me."  Our words are so important.  If we pray out fear, our children will develop those same habits.  One of the greatest lessons I have learned to model for my children is to pray for people as soon as I hear about a need.  Instead of saying, "I'll be praying for you," I like to say, "Let's pray for that right now." This shows my children that it is not odd or awkward to pray for people in the moment. Have them pray for each other and for you, too. 

3. Our prayers must be full of PRAISE and THANKSGIVING.
My pastor taught me that the Lord's prayer is something we can really model our prayer life after.  We should always begin our prayer time in praise.  Thank Him for all that He has done.  Thank Him even in the midst of hardship.  Thank Him for his mercies.  Thank Him for your children.  Praise Him for your strong willed daughter ;)  Modeling this for our children can show that even when times are tough, we can still praise our loving Father.  His mercies are new every morning! When we only pray when we need something, this sets up bad habits for our kids.

4. Our prayers must be EXPECTING.
When praying for a need, especially for healing, I have recently learned to pray with expectation and with authority.  Don't say, "God, if it is your will, then please heal her."  Of COURSE it is God's will to heal.  Pray with boldness.  Speak healing over that sore back.  In Jesus' name pray boldly for healing in that loved one's body.  There wasn't a single person that Jesus came across that he didn't heal.  Why would it be different today?  Our faith is so conditional in America.  The miracles and wonders are so scarce because we don't expect it to happen.  We need to change that.  Imagine if we actually believed God could heal your friend who is blind or heal that family member of cancer.  Well, why not?  Start expecting Him to move! 

My prayer for each person reading this is that they would sense an urgency in praying bold prayers with expectancy.  May you speak boldness over your children's lives. May you truly hand them over to God trusting that they will be world changers because of their trust in Jesus.

Dangerous Mornings.

Hurry up.
Let's go.
Get your shoes on.
You pooped again?
Is that throw up?  
Go potty.


Does your day ever start this way?  I find myself waking up in the morning and praying that I won't yell at my kids.  Sometimes THAT is my goal! 

Just. Don't. Yell. 

I don't think I have ever felt extreme rage or extreme grace in a span of 5 minutes as when I became mom of a toddler. With four little ones under 6 years old, it can be a constant roller coaster ride if I allow it.  Not the fun, exhilarating kind of ride, but the kind that jerks you back and forth and leaves your neck pulled, your back out, your hair a tangled mess, and in need of a barf bag!   

How can I change this? How can I make my mornings the kind that are exhilarating, joyful, and stress free?  Is that even possible?  Do I need to wait until it's an empty nest?
Well, I think I have it figured out.  Trust me, I still mess up. (see point #5) But I realized it has nothing to do with my kids.  It has everything to do with me and my approach to the day. It is time to take back my mornings and start the day out dangerously. Free of stress and full of joy!

Here are my tips for stress-free mornings with four little ones to get out of the door by 8am:  

1.  Do as much as you can the night before.
As soon as the kids get home, we make lunches for the next day.  Now, I have to admit- I despise making lunches.  But that's where my parter-in-crime dangerous dad comes in! He makes lunches while I prep for dinner.  Lunches get made, outfits for the next day get picked out. (I let them help pick and we discuss the weather and what would be appropriate. Good teaching moments!) I even make my breakfast for the next day and pack it with my lunch sometimes. All of this happens as quickly and efficiently as possible so that we can enjoy the kids for the few hours before bedtime.  


                              2. Wake up earlier.  
If you're anything like me, you probably stopped reading by now. Wake up earlier? Yea, right.  Trust me, if anyone loves their sleep, it's me! But I find that if I wake up 30 minutes earlier than anyone else, I can have my "me" time. I can spend time with God in prayer and reading; I can take a shower without little ones trying to break in. For the love of God, I can pee in peace! I can pick out an outfit without someone puking on it. I can drink my coffee while doing my make-up. I. can. breathe.  I know this isn't a new thought or idea, but it really does work.  If I am ready before my kids wake up, I can fully focus on them and can help set their days up for joy and success. 

3. Put on your armor.
This is probably the most important tip from me and for me.  I have to be aware of what I will be facing each day as a dangerous mom.  I have to put on my full armor of God so that I am prepared and ready to face whatever comes against me.  If I don't consciously put on my helmet of salvation, breastplate of righteousness, shield of faith, shoes of peace, sword of spirit, etc. then I am going to start the day off in my own strength. (See Ephesians 6:10-18) If I don't start out this way, I will allow the enemy to sneak his way in with those little lies. You're going to yell at them today. You're not a good mom. They are going to make you late. I need to give God priority in the morning.  Pray. Listen. Be still. It is amazing how smoothly my morning can go if I give it to God first thing.

4. Enjoy them.
If you follow steps 1-3, then you will be able to fully enjoy the moments with your children. I find that when I am ready and able to think clearly, I notice little things like the tower my little Asher built, the drawing my little Rylie worked hard on, the independence that Caleb exhibited when he made the bed by himself, and the way Josiah pulled himself up for the first time in his crib. They will not be little forever.  They won't need me in the mornings for too much longer.  I don't want to miss this. I want to press the pause button. Have this approach EVERY morning, and see how much more enjoyable it can be.

5. Forgive yourself.

Lysa Terkeurst, one of my favorite mama authors, says "Bad moments don't make us bad mamas."  That is so true.  I tend to feel so much guilt when I mess up by yelling. I see the look in my little one's eyes and I know I've crushed her spirit.  I have ruined his morning. They will never forget my moment of yelling. Those thoughts couldn't be further from the truth.  As long as we forgive ourselves and ask our little ones for forgiveness, then it can be wonderful teaching moments.  Breathe. Walk away. Gather your emotions. Ask your little ones for forgiveness. Then, pray together.  We don't have it all together, but we have to give ourselves a little more grace. 

Dangerous

Why dangerous mom? What is so dangerous about me? I don't own a weapon; I don't know martial arts; I can't even do a real push-up. What makes me so dangerous? Well, if you're a mom, you know it takes a whole lot more than keeping your head above water to be good at this mom thing. It takes effort, stamina, and extra help from above. I'm dangerous because I am a bold woman of God. I'm dangerous because I have power in Christ. I'm dangerous because I know who I am and I know who I am not.

Journey with me as I post different ways to live out the powerful call God has placed on our lives as moms. We are not meant to live in fear for our childrens' lives. We are not meant to sit back and pray out of fear either.  We are meant to live dangerously- for our husbands, for our kids, for our churches, for our God. Let's be dangerous together as we tackle some real-life issues, hardships, successes and failures. We are called to step out of the shore into the waves!